lilybling

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 05:04:24 GMT

Oh my god! So I'm in Madison, Wisconsin for my interview that I have tmr and this hotel is INSANE! First off, my room is in the penthouse, it's called the Governor's Club and has it's own private complimentary bar. We have a consierge (sp) who does EVERYTHING for us including bringing us ice (we can't get our own ice) and everything is comped to the company I'm interviewing with except for dry cleaning, which means massages and hair appointments (this place has both) are INCLUDED! And the penthouse has it's own private elevator you have to use your key in. There are two other girls and a guy here that are interviewing as well so we may all get to work together but we spent all evening hanging out and drinking so that means if I get the job I'll have friends already! Not to mention it is officially my 22nd birthday according to central time and I've been 22 for about an hour back home lol. Sorry guys, I'm just pumped and wanted to share. Pics to come

YUCK

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 22:33:32 GMT

So with being so busy and all I didn't even think about checking my bank account and balance until mail came today at my mom's house where I'm at for the weekend and low and behold a bank letter talking about my insufficient funds. Turns out the cable company charged me out the ass for installing my internet last month which was supposed to be free as well as charged me out the ass for a modem that I OWN and put my account into the negative, which in turn charged me an extra $100 in charges in addition to the $75 charge because of the cable company. I finally put all of my graduation money in the bank yesterday ($1100 to be exact) and now I'm down to $694 or something because of charges. Not to mention I blew almost $1000 during graduation weekend because of my dad being in town and having me pay for things (ie $150 for a keg for my party just to name one, $100 in gas driving his ass back and forth from the hotel because he didn't feel like participating in most of the weekend activities) which he was supposed to pay me back for and yeah, he never did. Rent is due tuesday (my birthday) which has also kicked my ass because since I had to kick the roommate out for not paying bills I have to pay $804 every month for the whole place instead of just half. I called the cable company and threw a royal fit. They're crediting the charges to next month's bill which is nice but not helping my bank account, and also giving me $10 off for the next six months. Then I sat down and cried and my mom said she'd help me and wrote me a $2000 check and told me to consider it a graduation gift. I can't do that though I'll have to pay her back somehow. I still have three other bills to pay too so that'll prob be like $400 because I have a huge credit card bill this month because Columbus State screwed me royally with all the shit I had to buy for two classes ($450 just for the books). Plus I have to pay for taxis and meals in Wisconsin up front, although they'll pay me back. I'm just stressed. I have textbooks I still need to sell back so hopefully I can do that on monday and get some extra cash into my account. Hell I may even sell plasma lol my friend works at the plasma center and has been trying to get me to come in. That would at least cover groceries and gas for the time being. My friend Christina wanted to go to the temp service and get jobs just until something permanent comes so I'll see if she wants to do that wednesday. This really makes me realize how rude and using some of my friends are though in the long run. Especially the friends who work for spending money and their parents pay their bills. I don't know how many times a friend has come over to watch a movie or use my internet and I go across the street to buy a bottle of wine for myself when they say they don't want to drink and don't buy anything and then they drink half the bottle. Or at the bar when a friend is like "hey you get this round I'll get the next" and they never do. Or someone who never wants to hang out at their place only yours and in the course of a couple of hours help themselves to your food and 3 or 4 cans of coke (who can drink that much pop at once anyway?) I know those things are insignificant in themselves, but I'm realizing how much it adds up. It's just so frustrating. Who the hell knew having friends was so expensive? I kinda feel used and I think it's to the point where I'm going to have to put my foot down. Would it be rude to tell a friend who comes over and sucks down all your beverages that you're sorry but they're going to have to bring their own? Or one of my friends/neighbors is without internet right now. So she's been coming over almost everyday if not several times per day using the internet. Should I say something to her about that? I don't know. Sorry to vent guys I'm just really stressed out. Any advice, kind words or suggestions are welcomed and very much appreciated. Now I'm off to buy a suit for my interview. There goes some more money!

Sat, 28 Jun 2008 05:33:05 GMT

Hey guys long time no posting sooooooooo I've got a few updates.

1. I have a job interview. In Madison. Wisconsin. 7 hours and 25 minutes away away from my mom's house to be exact. It's for a billion dollar company called Covance, they're contracted out to do the research for pharmaceuticals. I'd be their toxicology tech in the lab and be doing all of the research. I had two phone interviews, one monday and one tuesday to be exact. And now they're flying me out monday evening and I'm interviewing tuesday morning and then flying home. Tuesday is my birthday btw lol. I'd start making $30,000 a year, I'd work two holidays a year with time and a half and holiday pay and would be working one weekend a month for time and a half (neither of these are included in the $30,000 so I guess I'd make a little more a year). I'd have benefits as soon as I walked in the door, 5% raise per year, tuition repayment if I went back to school, reimbursement if I join a gym and relocation expenses paid. But it's in WISCONSIN. I've never been to Wisconsin, everything I know is in Ohio. Now I'm not opposed to the idea of relocation, it's kinda growing on me. But I guess I had hoped it would be with more money and a warmer climate lol. So advice and opinions welcomed and encouraged.

2. Another company wants to interview me. This time in Columbus so I wouldn't have to leave the city. I was supposed to interview with them on monday but they girl was irresponsible and didn't email me the location and directions until 15 minutes before i was supposed to be there so needless to say I didn't go. She called and left a message today wanting to reschedule. They're a company that pimps you out to work at other companies (companies I've put my resume into to be exact) for six months and at the end of that the company hires you if you're lucky. Since I haven't had an interview I haven't been able to ask questions but I'm guessing no benefits during the 6 month contracted out period, and my insurance ends at the end of the year. I called her back and left a message though cuz it's always an option.

3. Most of my friends are excited for me and my interview in Madison. My friend Alexis even said something about applying also and moving with me. That would be amazing. Everyone is supportive except for my friend Lexie (not to be confused with Alexis they're two different people). She is 23, just graduated with me after being in school for five years. How she took 5 years idk cuz she never worked or did anything because mommy and daddy did/paid it for her. Now she lives back home with them and bitches about it everytime I talk to her and her big aspirations with her Animal Sciences degree is a temp job at E-Check making $7.25/hr and all the cash advance places are closing in a month anyway. I called to tell her about my interview and she got jealous or something and hung up on me and didn't call me back until almost a week later to brag about how mommy and daddy have decided to let her apply for grownup jobs too. WTF.

4. A couple of days after I get back/my birthday, I have a 4 day long family reunion. God help us all.

But anyway, that's all the updates. But I need everyone to help me plan my 18 hourish trip to Madison. I have flown alone before, yes. But always had someone I knew meeting me at my destination. I have to arrange a ride to the hotel, to the interview, to the airport when I leave, and I have to do meals. I HATE sitting in a restaurant alone to the point that I've never done it. I hate doing anything like that alone. I went to a movie alone once and turned out to be the only person at that showing which scarred me. So give me the deets of what you do when you travel alone, PLEAAAAAAAAAAASE.

Ugh

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 09:05:00 GMT

I hate how I only seem to post when I'm in the midst of a down. But alas, I'm in the midst of a down I think.

I graduated college almost two weeks ago. It was such a tough last quarter that all I could think about was surviving and making it to graduation, no thought to afterward. Now I'm in that dreaded place between graduation and finding a grown up job. I've got a couple of places interested in me, and an interview on monday, but definately not for the kind of money I thought I'd be making with a degree. I guess I didn't realize how fucked the economy was until now. Also a couple of these jobs are out of state, one of which is in Madison, Wisconsin to be exact. While the thought of a fresh start is appealing, I also remember how hard it was when I moved to Columbus for school - and that was with my family only an hour and a half's drive away. But it can't get much lonelier than it is now, right? All of my close friends have moved home so I only have the flaky going out friends left. I still have one good friend but she's so up her boyfriend's ass that it's hard to make plans with her unless it on her terms. But whatever, that's not important.

The family I nanny for is gone to Greece for a month so I don't even have my part time job now. And past experience shows that when I have absolutely nothing to do with my time I get in a weird funk and end up being even less productive with the things that I need to do like housework and end up getting wasted all the time. Ugh.

I guess when I first started college I thought it was going to groom me for a specific job and I'd make a good salary and have job security and all of the things I've seen people without degrees struggle with. But now I'm $75,000 in the hole and looking to start out at $35,000-$40,000 IF I'm lucky.

idk. I'm going home this week to spend a few days with my family in the country. I think it'll do me good. My mom wants to go see this weight loss hypnotist and asked if I'd go with so I told her I would, for shits and giggles if nothing more. If it works also then hey I'm doin good. Maybe I'll have them work some ~*~magic~*~ with my smoking also.

And don't get me started on guys. Dan came back around, AGAIN. Then he blew me off twice in a week, both times he was supposed to come out with my friends and I and socialize and be my ride home. The first time which was senior crawl my bartending friend had to drive me home. The second time which was my friend's 21st bar crawl and I had to take a fucking cab home. And Cliff, he only comes around when he's wasted and lonely and wants to cuddle. And I haven't heard from him for over a week. Fuck it. I'm so over guys.

I'm sure most of this stress is because I'm back on the pill and my hormones are all screwy. But it's 5am so I'm going to bed. I need to get my sleep schedule fixed cuz it's screwy as hell. Hope everyone's doing better than me lol.

Shoot me.

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 00:27:31 GMT

So my life kinds sucks at this point. Over the past week I've been the dutiful and obligatory listening ears and shoulder to cry on while the girls that live next door weren't speaking. Callie has been a bitch on wheels lately. Her boyfriend's at bootcamp and between her flipping out on anyone who talks to their boyfriend on the phone when she can't and being bridezilla, I've had enough. Not to mention her roommate Mindy cried to me about it all. But whatever, I tried to be a good friend.

Thursday night around 11:30 my mom called me to let me know that my great aunt, who has cancer, won't be making it through the weekend. Since my grandma passed, my great aunt Liz has been the closest thing I've had to a grandma, since I've never met my dad's parents. The worst part is they're not letting anyone in to see her or even to say goodbye. My friend Lexie was over when I got the call and so we went to the bar. MY bar. I've been a regular there forever, know the bartender and have a mini-crush on one of the other bartenders who always buys me drinks and flirts. I told Dan, the bartender, to get me drunk and to do it quickly because I was scared to go home and be alone and wanted to be drunk enough that I could go home and go straight to bed. Lexie ended up having to leave because she had class the next morning, but Dan agreed to drive me home. I ended up getting really emotional and went outside to try and call Callie, she and Mindy had gone downtown for a girl's night but I wasn't invited. Someone answered, I thought it was Callie, so I broke down and told her everything that was going on, and ended up getting hung up on. The next thing I know, Sarah, the roommate I just kicked out and was on bad, BAD terms with, was calling me. She told me it was her that I had talked to, when Callie had seen me calling she thought it was a great idea to hand Sarah the phone to fuck with me and talk shit. WTF? But Sarah felt bad about what I was going through and ended up meeting up with me and called me a cab to get me home. But in the meantime, Callie and Mindy showed up at my bar, with our neighbor Justin. Girl's night out huh? Yeah right. Mindy, who has a boyfriend, and knows that I like this guy, sits down right next to him and they all proceed to ignore me. That set me off. With all that I was dealing with emotionally and the alcohol, I blacked out/was supposedly really mean to them. Yes I had a history of being really mean when I'm overwhelmed and drunk, but not without being provoked. So that's when my cab came and I went home and Sarah came over. Next thing I know Callie walks up by herself drunk as shit and starts screaming at me, and she's locked out of her apartment so I'm like fuck it and call Mindy to find out if she's coming back to let Callie in, even though I know she's all over the guy. She tells me to fuck myself and hangs up. I end up in a screaming match with Callie and told her that I was sorry that Dan was in bootcamp and she missed him but she wasn't the only one going through shit and she needed to stop being so goddamned selfish. Then I locked myself in my apartment and passed out. The only thing I blacked out for was when I supposedly went off on them at the bar, though I was wasted, I think it was because I was so mad because when I'm angry to a certain point, I do black out, which is scary. But for me to try to call Callie and Mindy the one time I needed a friend after I've been there for them all this time and for them to give Sarah the phone with the intent of her starting shit with me is unexcusable.

Then last night I stopped by the bar and Dan told me I was a bitch to them the night before and when I tried to explain why he told me not to put him in the middle. How was I putting him in the middle? They were judging me on a one sided story. Stats (the guy I like) wouldn't even talk to me. So I drank my beer and we left. It just pisses me off that they know me, and know my usual persona and are supposed to be my friends, yet take the side of two girls they've met twice just because they're thin and "pretty" and by "pretty" I mean the kind that doesn't come without two pounds of makeup and they have the personality of wallpaper. So I don't know what to do. I mean it bothers me that I reacted instead of acting on Friday which I understand makes me in the wrong as well, but I'm tired of always taking the full blame or everything. So I sent Callie a text apologizing for being hurtful but that giving Sarah the phone to fuck with me when I was calling because I needed a friend was fucked up and that she needed to realize that she wasn't the only one with problems. And as far as the guys at the bar, fuck it. If they were my friends they would have been there for me. I'm so over this shit.

So now I'm sitting in Upper Arlington house sitting for my aunt and uncle who are on a cruise (I had to call them yesterday before the ship left and tell them about Aunt Liz) and even though they left me with a fridge full of beer and a hot tub, I'm so lonely and depressed I could cry. I do not cope with death well at all, and for all of this other stuff to be going on it just makes it unbearable. And my sister's prom is tonight so I can't even call and talk to my mama. Not to mention my dog Katie, who was my grandma's, is not doing so hot. I'm thinking she may not have much longer and I can't deal with that.

Have you guys ever felt small and irrelevant and unloved? Any advice for me? I'm going to be studying for a while before I go sit in the hot tub by myself so if anyone wants to AIM me it's lilybling.

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 07:35:45 GMT

I never realized how fat and ugly and unlovable I was until just now. And it really sucks. All I have to cuddle up with are my dogs. I can't even listen to my friends because they'll try to talk me out of it so they won't have to deal with me being depressed.

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 02:22:19 GMT

UGH. We're fucking 21/22 years old. So why the fuck is it like pulling teeth to get my girlfriends to go out, hang out or even just to SEE them without their boyfriends? We're not old and married, we're fucking college seniors about to graduate who should be having the times of our lives! UGHHHHHHH

It's okay...I'm here now

Fri, 28 Mar 2008 00:57:20 GMT

Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai long time no see. Life has been busy. Last week I was working and started my internship. I also had a coposcopy done because of my abnormal pap smear, so they scraped off like half of my cervix for testing. That was fun. Classes started this week, so my life is kinda over, except for this weekend. I worked about 40 hours this week plus went to school, so that made for some very long days but I don't have friday classes so I have tomorrow off except for nannying tomorrow night but that's like 4 hours so no biggy. Next week will suck though because the two classes I'm taking at the comm college start, but one is online so at least I won't have to sit through it. But yeah, that's pretty much all from me. I need to go shower and get ready for my last thirsty thursday. But a quick update on the roommate:

She disapears for days at a time, but not before trashing the place and leaving a sink full of dishes first. She owes me $70 for this month's bills, plus $50 from last month, AND rent is due on the first. I'm getting irritated. I'm going to lie and tell her I don't have enough in my account to cover the full rent and I refuse to pay the late fee so she needs to figure something out because she's not going to pay the late fee either because that $50 could be better spent paying me back. She was here when I left for work today, and I came back to find she had been on my laptop fucking around with it. All of her account info is saved, its logging her into facebook and myspace automatically, and now facebook won't load when I try to long in etc etc etc and I don't appreciate that especially because she has her own laptop and I don't have the $850 to replace mine if she breaks it. Am I overreacting?

How are my boos doing?

Fuck Me

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 22:36:29 GMT

So I started interning today. 10-5 was my shift. I was nannying all weekend though so I haven't had annnnnnny downtime. My roommate, who only comes home long enough to clog the shower with her hair, leave a sinkfull of dishes and get clean clothes and stay at her bf's place decided that her friend from home was coming over and that he was going to sleep on the couch so they could get up and go to the bars early for St Patricks day. I told her that there was to be no partying in the apartment because I have a job and I'm a big girl and honor my responsibilities unlike her who didn't even know if she had to work today or not. So anyway, guess who starts fucking drinking in the apt last night? They didn't even leave for the bar until 12:30. Awesome, I finally get to bed. THEY FUCKING COME BACK AT 6AM DRUNK AND LOUD AS FUCK AND WAKE ME UP. I get up and take the dogs out and she tries to talk to me. I just mean mugged the shit out of her because I was pissed as hell. They they decide to leave and she yells at me CALL ME AND WE CAN GO DRINK. I don't even look at her. So she yells FINE BITCH DON'T CALL ME. So I go to work, am on my feet ALL DAY, restraining dogs, taking their vitals, helping the vets, preparing vaccines, dealing with clients, etc etc etc, and just wanna come home and veg on the couch and watch tv. I unlock the door, and my roommate's nowhere to be found but has left this random guy that I DON'T KNOW in the apartment FULL OF MY THINGS to have full run of the place. He's taken over the tv and the couch and I'm so fucking pissed. Wait til she gets home. Oh just wait.

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 13:17:17 GMT

VH1

Sun, 16 Mar 2008 22:36:10 GMT

So I just got home from work, I was nannying and had to take them to the mall for easter outfits (pls shoot me) and now I'm eating a chicken burrito from chipotle and watching that Celeb Rehab show with Dr. Drew. How sad is it that all of the D listers that have made up Fit Club and Surreal Life are so desperate for fame/money that they'll go on a T.V. rehab? I feel bad for them tbh and poor Kenicke :(

P.S. How the fuck is Danny Bonaducci qualified AT ALL to host a child talent search show?

Drunk pics cuz I wish I was DRUUUUNK and not studying

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 04:36:58 GMT

This one was made after Cinco de Mayo last year:

This one was from two person fuck the dealer...i went through a 6 pack in 15 minutes

Wed, 12 Mar 2008 04:52:36 GMT

So I realized that I was 4 credits short in my major to graduate because one of the classes, though it was in the department, only counted as a Contemporary Issues credit. Fuckers. So long story short, including my 200 hr internship and the credit that goes with it, I'm taking 24 credit hours next quarter in order to graduate on time. Awesome. And I made a soda cake last night to procrastinate and put off studying. I'm dissapointed.

lol fine i admit it.

Wed, 05 Mar 2008 03:39:29 GMT

definately laid my head back and took a nap while my kids watched Peter Pan at work today. Hell yeah.

P.S. omg

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 08:19:17 GMT

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 07:43:04 GMT

fell down the fucking stairs cuz i have to carry two dogs up and down until beanie has recovered from losing his manhood. stupid flip flops and wet stairs. now my ass hurts and i skinned my elbow.

i sat down tonight and watched the entire season of lost thus far off of the dvr. WOW is all i can say. and WTF is with kate having what's her face's baby aaron?

my neighbor callie's bf finally asked her to marry him in june. he leaves for bootcamp in two weeks. she asked me to be one of her witnesses for their courthouse wedding.

and confirmation that i'm crazy. yall have a stab at it too:

Psychoanalyze Yourself; Don't read ahead, just copy and paste the following into a NEW bulletin BEFORE you read my answers. Then answer the following questions one at a time WITHOUT LOOKING AHEAD with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read what each answer means at the end.

1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who's with you?
my mom? wtf?

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
bird

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
it peeps at me

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house. How big is it?
decent size

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
no but it has a fenced pasture for my horses

6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table is covered with?
table runner and a fruit bowl

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
plastic paninis cup

8. What do you do with the cup?
throw it away

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at a body of water; what kind is it?
lake

10. how do you cross that body of water?
bridge

The ANSWERS

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important to you...

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your relationships.

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 09:06:59 GMT

tonight was the first night that i was able to be me and be upset enough to cry and have a guy hold me in his arms to do so. yet he and i have no future and i've known him for a year and he still knows nothing about me. i dont know if i should be somewhat comforted or feel even more depressed.

Sun, 02 Mar 2008 23:06:46 GMT

So my neighbor hurt his knee playing hockey, as in has to see an orthopedic surgeon about it. So I lent him my ice pack, heat pack and a shit ton of asprin. Well they had NO FOOD whatsoever, so I offered to go to the grocery, cuz I had to go anyway. I go, buy his food, and by his food I mean that I helped him make a list of actual food, not just frozen pizza and hot pockets, carried it ALL upstairs, put it all away in his apt. But when I got back I called to let him know I would be up with his groceries. He said "well hurry up, we're trying to leave for this party." WTF? So when I added up what he owed me, I didn't include any of the on sale discounts. Fucker.

Rascal Flatts - Pieces

Sun, 02 Mar 2008 12:39:11 GMT

From the moment that we met
My world was turned around,
Upside down
To some degree I still regret
My memory
For keeping you around
I thought that you were mine
But my broken heart's been
Shattered
One too many times

And I don't wanna see you anymore
I'm just not that strong
I love it when you're here
But I'm better when you're gone
I'm certain that I've given
And oh how you can take
There's no use in you lookin
There's nothin left for you to break
Baby, please release me
Let my heart rest in pieces, in pieces

Someone let you down again
So you turn to me,
Your convenient friend
Oh, but I know what you're doin
And what you hope to find
I've seen it a thousand times
All the fire we had before
Are now just bitter ashes
Left scattered on the floor

We both know that you don't need me
Let my heart rest in pieces
Let it rest

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 11:02:26 GMT

GOD I AM SUCH A FUCKING WEAK ASS COW!!!! I got wasted tonight and ate a shitton of White Castle and now I'm too stuffed/tired/depressed to purge. THINSPO, PLS!!

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 14:47:10 GMT

I hate group projects. My genetics group hasn't been doing shit. Our weekly breeding homework hasn't been turned in for three weeks because the other members take the printouts, don't do it, won't give it to me to do, and then don't show up to class. Our problem presentation didn't get done because they blew me off both times we were supposed to meet to do it, so I emailed my professor and told him I was sick. Neither of the other members showed to class that day anyway. Now we have a presentation due next week and nobody's wanting to meet. I'm fed up so I emailed my professor and told him to take this group work and shove it because I'm fed up. Group projects in college are bullshit. Classes are hard e-fucking-nough without having other people responsible for your grade.

It's snowing like crazy out and the roads are shit because apparently students complain about getting salt on their cars so they won't salt or plow the side streets anymore. It's fucking WINTER, even if they don't salt you're going to get salt all over your car if you drive ANYWHERE. Dumb fuckers.

Went to the bar last night. The whole purpose of Lexus and I going was to make it for happy hour and get half priced drinks and appetizers. Neither of us did shit yesterday afternoon and we still didn't make it on time. Cliff was at the door.

Back of the book story of him: right after Dan dumped my ass for his ex, I met Cliff at the bar when I went it to see my friend Dan who bartends - Cliff was working for him. We got to talking, my roommate and I took flaming Dr Peppers and in the process my fingers were set on fire, so I always rubbed it in that he set me on fire. We all decided to go out that tuesday so we did numbers, then when we left he started texting and ended up coming over after he closed up. We cuddled, made out, I may or may not have stuck my hand down his pants, and he stayed the night. He blew me off that tuesday, said he was sick but apparently went out with his buddies. Things have been odd every since until last week when he ended up at the same bar as me to visit Dan on his first night working there. I made small talk, we took a shot, but then some ugly bitch in gold moon boots (i shit you not) was all over him.

But back to last night: when we walked in he was at the door. When he saw me his face did more of a :-) HAAAAAAAAAY than a :-/ god make it go away like I had been getting. He talked to me for a minute, then we went upstairs. I was feeling pretty good by the time we left and was going to make fun drunk jokes on the way out. That was, until we turned the corner going downstairs and the blonde moon boots bitch was sitting at the door with him. He as like "heeeeyyyyyyy see you guys later" I was like "whatever bye." Ugh, dumb bitch. I bet she sucks in bed. And seriously: 1. who the fuck wears GOLD MOON BOOTS?!?!?!!? And 2. Who the fuck goes to the bar to sit AT THE DOOR?? Ugly stalker ass bitch. Ok so maybe I'm just bitter. But whatever.

How are you bbs today?

Survey before bed while Beanie stops crying and goes to sleep so I can too

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 05:53:09 GMT

Here's how it works:
1. Go to www.photobucket.com (don't sign in)
2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box
3. Use only the first page
4. Copy the html and paste for the answer

1. What's your first name?

but I go by

2. What is your best friends name?

but i prefer to call her

3. What is your favorite color?

4. Who is your celebrity crush?

5. What are you listening to right now?

6. What is your favorite movie?

7. Who is your favorite Disney character?

8. Favorite beverage. (alcoholic or non)?

9. Where is your dream vacation?

10. What do you want to be when you grow up?

11. What do you love most in life?

LOL but srsly:

12. One word to describe yourself:

13. I was born in:

and for the LOLs

14. My eye color is:

15. Night or Day?

16. Oranges or Apples?

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 19:21:50 GMT

My roommate came home today while I was at class, presumably after a two day drinking binge and not doing something responsible like finding a way to get the money she owes me. But anyway she's got the note, and shit will eventually hit the fan. I'll keep yall posted.

blogggggggs

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 15:15:09 GMT

So it turns out that none of my friends blog, or even know what LJ is. Since I've been writing on here a lot more recently, I've noticed them giving me funny looks in class when they look over my shoulder. It's kinda funny. Everyone should have LJ. Yesterday my friend Liz saw me reading ontd during econ yesterday and had no clue who Brad Renfro was. idk how to feel about that. Either she's really out of the loop, or I spend too much time on here.

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 14:45:07 GMT

So my physiology class, which I was pretty sure I was FAILING, it turns out that my shitty ass average is 1% above the minimum for a passing D! That means that when my worst exam score is dropped, and if I can get at least a B on my last exam, I can bring my final grade up a letter grade. But the point is, I'M PASSING REGARDLESS! I also emailed the head of my minor asking if I could substitute an econ class I have already taken for one of the required classes, thus decreasing my courseload for next quarter. I don't have his final answer but his first reply sounded promising. That would mean I would only be taking 17 credit hours next quarter, not the maximum 20. And since I'm clearly not going anywhere for break, if i can start my internship during finals week and get at least 50 hours in during then and break, I'll only have to work at the barn 15 hours a week to to get my internship in in time for graduation. Keep your fingers crossed bbs!